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This was a confusing month. Initially I was kind of concerned about the lack of things to talk about, but in reality there's a lot of things I've done in the last 30 days. Not everything I would've wanted to achieve and such, which I think is where said confusion is coming from. It was a weird period of feeling lost and confused. There's nothing new in that, but this month hits differently, and you get to witness my drowning in this insanity... If you're one of those three or five unfortunate people that decided to punish themselves this way.
Anyway, at this point of time I do feel more focused. Maybe I'm just blinded by an illusion of having some kind of plans for the near future. "Focused" doesn't really mean "good" in this case though. Getting sick doesn't really help me either, which probably makes my occasional crazy rumblings much worse. Even when I seemingly catch a break, it has to get scuffed in some ways. I got used to it in some ways, but not fully. Not always, at least.
Instead of "organically" leading into that, I'll just mention that you can look into the previous monthly update right here.