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I think I can confidently say that I've been very slowly getting back on track in these recent days. Everything has slowed down even further in comparison to November, so this Update will likely be even more barren as a result. At least this time around, there's more sense of peace in my mind. Still usual overthinking and all that stuff, but my latest reflections allowed me to further examine myself... and/or fool myself into believing that this stupidity actually provided some worthwhile results for once.
You can argue that such nonsense is natural for this time of the year, but I'm not entirely sure about that. Part of that is likely me refusing to give myself a break because I just got to be this way even if I don't always want to be: force of habit and all that type of thing. None of it is actually interesting, so I'm not going to fixate too much on that in order to not overly annoy myself. This time I'm not even going to pretend that someone else is reading this.